Friday, July 17, 2009

The 'ex' word

Situation 1 :

You are walking with your friends, suddenly u saw somebody familiar, that is your ex boyfriend or your first love ever. You both greet each other, along came a girl and say

" Is this Lina you've been talking about? Oh hey, Lina, I'm Jordan's girlfriend "

How does it feel? Shocked 20% Hurt 80%, True?
If you doesn't feel that way, maybe you moved on?

I've been there before, knowing someone i still love have a new girlfriend. My friend told me all about it. The moment my friend tell me that he is now taken, my tears roll down my cheek, spontaniously. It hurts, a lot. I scratched a little dignity there, when i cried in front of my friends, because of a boy. At the same time, i felt that crying is a natural feeling, just think positive. Our eyes might need a little lubricant sometimes, right?

Situation 2 :

You know that today is the last day of your ex boyfriend here, you go and meet them to say goodbye. When you're with him, you can still feel the heat. What heat? Your heart beats fast, you got butterflies in your tummy, or anything!

You've been telling yourself to move on, even though it is very hard. You have a new boyfriend, and you said you really do love him. Reality check, you're still hoping that your ex boyfriend come back to you. Just because you met them the other day, and you always thinks that no one can replace that tiny space in your heart or no one can be better than your ex boyfriend. It's just hard, right? But you can't hurt your new boyfriend, you just have to say goodbye to your ex, again and just move on with your new life.

I've been trying to move on, I've tried my best to move on. But then, he came back to me and at the same time, he already have a girlfriend. He told me that he can't forget me. I am very thankful that he said that. Honestly, i've been feeling the same way too, only that it hurts a bit, no, A LOT to know that you're with someone. Well, he said goodbye to his new girlfriend, but still, he don't want to talk about the reason. I don't know how is his new girlfriend feeling right now. I hope she's alright. No grudges between me and his new girlfriend, he is not officially and legally mine, true? Think wisely. Don't have to be a physco and sabotage someone's relationship.

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