Saturday, July 25, 2009

Berjalan di titian memori

What am i to do?

If i were a tree, im a tree without a root.
Im an island, all alone in the middle of the sea. Hmm, something happened to me few days ago. Im lost and empty. U don't have to ask why, i think u already know. I stand alone right now.
Put me in a deserted island, put me in the middle of the sea, with a box full of memories of you and me, i'll be okay. What am i to do? This heart is locked. The key is broken, no use. No use.
I can express u as a weather, always change, depends. Im the sun, im the moon, Im always there for you, day and night. Many words to express how i feel, 3 words for you, still.

- Syaza

From : http://midsummer-meltdown.blogspot.com/

Bila kau dah sedar

Maafkan aku,

Aku tak suruh pun kau balik. Betul kan? Cuba kau fikirkan betul betul. Baiklah, aku nak terangkan di sini. Kau tak sedar ke, semua perubahan aku sekarang adalah kesan kejayaan kau menyakitkan hati aku dulu? Aku nak kau, fikir dulu salah kau pada aku. Baru kau datang, ambil aku balik, buat hidup aku bahagia. Ini tidak, sejenak pun kau tak fikir ini salah kau kan? Semua benda salah, kau tunding jari pada aku. Kau fikir la dulu, salah kau tu, baru kau ambil aku balik. Kalau niat kau sama, sakit kan aku dan sengaja nak tinggalkan aku lagi, tak payah lah. Aku dah terlalu faham diri kau. Tak payah keluarkan kata manis dengan buat muka gampang kau, macam kau boleh berubah dan kau boleh bertahan dengan perubahan 'baik' kau tu. Aku tau tak lama, aku pun tak nak jadi pakai buang lagi macam kau pernah buat aku rasa.

Ingat, jangan datang, ambil aku balik kalau akhirnya kau akan tinggalkan aku juga.

Kau buat aku macam anak buangan.

Kalau nasib baik, boleh ambil balik, kalau tidak, pergi mati lah, langsi

Friday, July 17, 2009

Shout awards

Yesterday, me, rayna and K went to the Shout Awards in Bukit Jalil. It was damn awesome, man! We reached there around 6 pm. People was shouting and waving hands. The crews are giving away RM50 to those who manage to answer the question given. After that, they challenged somebody to be a dj, if he can be a dj and the receiving is okay, they will give him 2 passes to sit with the artists in the VVIP. After that, while standing and waiting, came a man and he said " Hey, do u guys want to walk to the red carpet and be the screamers? Go and join the crowds over there " We were like, " Yeah, sure sure! " and follow the crowds. But we're too late, they closed the door already, bummer! Then we went and waited for the public A door to open. After the door open, we rushed in and took our seats, that is somewhere near the stage, it was cold and very clear! We waited there for almost 1 and a half hour for the award to start. And then, a man came and said, " You guys want to seat down there tak? " we replied, " Yeah, sure ". Went downstairs and sit down.

The starting of the award was okay. The perfomance was cool! Bunkface and estranged is the best! Not to forget, Jac, Caprice and Joe Flizzow were damn brilliant. I like it when Jac sang Heal the world and You are not alone as a tribute to Michael Jackson. We sang along and i almost cried! Haha. Caprice didn't win anything. Too bad. Bunkface won the award for overall award.

The final perfomance was Sean Kingston! Oh My God! He is damn cute, i swear! I just can't stop looking at him. I even wish to have a boyfriend as 'cute' as him. Hihi. The first song was Beautiful girls. His voice is so mesmerizing! I like it very much. The last song, Fire burning was the best! Everybody were like dancing and shouting. When Sean Kingston said " Put cha hands up " We all put our hands up and dance! Can't get this lyric out of my mind " Somebody call 911, shorty fire burning on the dance floor ". He even claimed that he loves Malaysia and it is his 2nd time here. You're the best seannie !

Looking forward for next year's Shout Awards

I LOVE YOU SEAN KINGSTON!